You have written 100,000 words of a lesson for yourself, which is that you cannot start by taking harmful stereotypes as givens and then write a harmless book.
Month: June 2018
#99: Developing a Supporting Cast
Just as protagonists in some ways embody the Big Idea of your story, supporting characters are often avatars of its themes.
#98: How to Write Without Plotting
When words like "hate" and "agony" come into play, then I do think it's time to consider not doing the thing that makes you feel like that.
#97: Blocked on Book Two
You may need to spend more time with your other book and find closure of some kind with it before you embark on a new project. You may need to develop some kind of parting ritual that frees you to move on.
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